sent that message....

I feel dark and cold 

and i cannot help to cry...................

sorry i cannot hold my self...........

sorry............................

alone in this house again tonight
i got the tv on,
the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
there's pictures of you and i on the walls around me
the way that it was and could have been surrounds me
i'll never get over you walkin' away


i've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show


and i thought that bein' strong meant


never losin' your self-control


but i'm just drunk enough to let got of my pain


to hell with my pride, let it fall like rain


from my eyes

tonight i wanna cry


would it help if i turned a sad song on
"all by myself" would sure hit me hard now
that you're gone
or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters
it's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
but i'll never get over you by hidin' this way
to hell with my pride,
mmmm...